Wow, where do I begin? First off, HI!!!!!
Gosh it feels like it has been forever since I have written a blog post. Well….maybe that’s because it actually has been a while since I have posted, like five months a while. Yikes! I am so sorry for the flakiness and leaving y’all hanging!! Guys, life has been crazy!! I mean planning my wedding took so much out of me, and with planning, there is just so much stress! And, well, what can I say? I honestly let it get the best of me. But, all the planning is over, and my wedding day has passed (sadly), but life goes on, and it was well worth the planning and stress!
I’m actually having sort of a hard time writing this post right now. Ya see, I’m trying to really change my blog to really feel more like me. I haven’t been giving this thing my all, and I am pretty disappointed in myself. And, not to make any excuses, but I just get so discouraged and lazy, which is super annoying LOL. But, I really just need to push myself and stop comparing myself to other people. AND, I really need to stop trying so hard to predict the future, you know like the “what if” game or “let’s see how many scenarios I can come up with” game?
Yeah, I need to stop that because um reality check… I am only human. I have no ability to predict the future. Only God can do that, and I need to just let it all go and give it all to Him. He knows what’s best for me. He holds my future. He knows me better than I know myself. He knows what I can and cannot handle. And, I truly believe He is training me to be better. He is teaching me and transforming me and helping me to grow. He is helping me to grow as a person, He is helping me to grow as a Christian, and He is helping me to grow closer to Him. And, I gotta say, I AM SUPER EXCITED ABOUT IT!!!
Ya see, when we put God first, everything else falls into place. Everything starts coming together perfectly the way that He has laid it out for us. His timing is perfect. He is here for us, always. He is guiding us every step of the way. But, I know how easy it is to let yourself get in the way of His guidance. Let’s try not to do that. Let’s let God do His thang! If you haven’t spent some time with God lately or ever before, you should try. Just try praying and talking with Him. Try asking Him to come into your heart and teach you His ways and His truth. He is waiting for you! Let Him in! He loves you SOOOO MUCH!! Like SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!! And, nothing and no one can ever separate you from the love of God. Now go on, get outta here, go somewhere quiet and peaceful and go spend some time with your Heavenly Father! 🙂